Cardinals Cartel
Black Machine
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Posted : Apr 11, 2010 08:22
Colin .. At those videos they are not enjoying they are suffering . Im sure no one here want to fall into this situation .
The freedom its inside of us without all those chimicals material , Without losing the human being inside of you .
how can you free your body,mind and soul knowing that the whole planet may see you in that state??
you get past caring about it by realizing you feel uncomfortable about people watching you. That is part of the beauty if you feel uncomfortable something there is always a way for you to live in acceptance of it. So fuck it lets all tranceout no matter how many are watching and eventually it wont feel awkward anymore.
Besides I want people to see me in that state. not because i want people to see ME but because when i see someone who is beyond control but safe and happy it does alot for helping me break out of calloused thinking. IT inspires me and eggs me on to go get crazier because i will not be the only one so there is less pressure. then that spreads vibes are like viruses except they can heal you too.